Friday, December 30, 2011

Last TGIF 2011

Dear blog,

Welcoming the world with a big smile~ Good Morning World! Time flies and now is coming to the end of 2011. Last working Friday for all the workaholic. Last Friday holiday for those who had their school reopen next year aka next week. As for me, of course is last working days in 2011. Been working for nearly half year now, but officially joining the career world approximately 3 months. At first, so much of complaining, and now, still complaining. Hahaha...really need to find back my excitement to make me motivated. So, need a great planning for my 2012, which i think most likely filled with playing and fooling around again. Hahaha... But still need to do some savings first in order for me to travel around.

Anyhow, as the last working day of 2011, let's pray for great day a head. Enjoy the works ya~

Monday, December 26, 2011

Simple Christmas with Families

Dear blog,

For this year Christmas, have some simple celebration, or i shall say simple dinner with them. On the Eve of Christmas, we went for Korean dinner at KLCC, which cost around 200 Myr. On my sis's account. Hahaha~ I guess on the New Year dinner would be mine. Sigh... It is kind of different because all of the daughter of Teh's are now joining the career world. Which mean we all need to pay for our own expenses. No more on F&M account. Time just flies and been 23 years now. Okay, here's some simple sharing for Christmas.

Me, ready for the eve's dinner

me and my mom

My sister

waiting

another shoot of me and my mom



Itadakimasu


simply the three of us

mom and Christmas tree

Christmas feel


Here's another gathering with families.. Steamboat

The foods... As usual, just help to eat..

another drinking session.. the forth bottles

kiddo of the day-Yoyo..

Baby of the day-Angie~

Plain and fun gathering with them...


Love

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Merry Christmas

Dear blog,

Today is Christmas Eve, and early in the morning butt myself in office. What's my plan for today? Hmm... Not really have any plan. Perhaps take a good rest at home with family. (I'm always have enough rest).

Previous post was on Winter Solstice Festival, and as for today about Christmas. I believe most people out there know the reason of Christmas, which is the annual commemoration of Jesus birth. Christmas is a truly magical season, bringing families and friends together to share the much loved customs and traditions which have been around for centuries. Most people are on holiday in the UK and stay at home with their family on Christmas day. In most of the celebration, I found that the main idea was to gather with families in any occasional.

Merry Christmas~~

Here is one of the Christmas quote that i found quite meaningful "The best of all gifts around any Christmas tree: the presence of a happy family all wrapped up in each other."

Anyhow, let's celebrate any festival no matter what religion you are. The greatest things is with whom you celebrate with, rather than what occasion it is. Like the song by Mariah Carey "  Make my wish come true, all i want for Christmas is you~"




Love

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Dong Zhi Festival - Winter Solstice Festival

Dear blog,

According to Chinese calender, 22nd December of every year was mark as Dong Zhi Festival, where the Chinese will make and eat the Tang Yuan (glutinous rice) as the symbolic of reunion. It also means the day that everyone getting 1 year older as they consume the tang yuan according to their age (it actually hard to practice though). Here is some of the information I found in the internet and i would like to share it here, anyhow read it based on your own risk.

Dong Zhi is celebrated on the longest night of the year, when sunshine is weakest and daylight is the shortest. It usually occurs 6 weeks before the Chinese New Year and normally falls between the 21st and the 23rd of December. The concept of the festival traces back to the Yin and Yang philosophy of balance and harmony. After this celebration, it is said that there will be days with longer daylight hours, also an indication of the increase of positive flow of energy.

Hmm.. not going to dive so deep in yin and yang here. I'm not expert in it. Anyhow, just enjoy the celebration. But i do believe that it is not necessary to gather around on only this particular day,  but we do need to appreciate the days we spent we family and try to allocate some time with them. Simple lunch or dinner with family can draw our relationship closer.

Happy Dong Zhi Festival~


*here come dong zhi festival, there it goes dong zhi festival
here come Christmas celebration, there it goes Christmas
here come New Year, there it goes New Year
here come Chinese New Year, there it goes Chinese New Year

It is such a happening celebration in December 2011 and January 2012

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Blue mood begin

Dear blog,

It's evening of Sunday, and the moody emotion started to comes. Hmm... Guess working life equals to no life. This is what the reality was! Thinking of joining some fitness activities to fill up my spare times. Or shall say to do some exercise  for me to sweat. It's been long long time for me to really perform some sports. Growing horizontally nowadays. Bad sign... Hmm...

Thought of tomorrow is Monday, and working for the coming Saturday really make me feel a little demotivated. Everyday was hoping for the time to pass fast enough, and get my paid. Hahaha... Yeah, money minded. Need a lot of $$$ to make me feel secure as the plannings are coming. Finger cross....


Love

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Floods in the city

Dear blog,

As far as most KL people notice and informed, flood happen everywhere. For the past 2 days, heavy rain hits city of Malaysia, causing certain areas hit with flood and jamming. Fortunate enough as I use the LRT, not driving. Or else I'll be stuck with the floods and middle of nowhere. Let's not be happy so soon, cause if the flood serious enough, i may trap in the center of KL as well. No way for me to back home... hmm...

The weather shouldn't be like this! Monsoon season passed, and now should e welcoming the Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year. By right should be windy instead of water pouring down. Kind of spoiling the mood of celebration as we started to heard flood victims. Which the biggest incident hit Bangkok last month. Though preparation has done within our nation, but there are so many unpredictable cases can happen. Of course prevention steps are useful, but sometimes we take the action a little bit too late. Things happen without giving any notice, Here it comes, and there it goes. Not living trace for us.

Hmm...Anyhow, just pray for everything to be okay. =)

Monday, December 12, 2011

where's the money go?

Dear blog,

As we grow older, we tend to demand more. At first, we would like to fulfill our basic needs. In which the accommodation, basic meals and security. Okay, need not to guess. I am referring to myself.

While still studying, even with the minimum amount of cash, I able to survive. (i'm not getting any ptptn, just limited sponsors from my sister). But now, when I started to work, the money really not enough. Wondering where and what I spent for too... Sometimes will have the indirect perceptions indicating that 'I want to reward myself for my hard works'. I think I got this bad habit where I like to do some collection. Pass few days, I come across to one of the shop, and i found out this very lovely perfume shape. I prefer the shape more that the bottle itself. Then, with my free time, i browse on the net regarding the perfume collection. Instantly, i wish i could have this kind of collection.

Back in those time, i don't even bother looking at it because i know i'm not in position to do the collection. But now, when I thought of my own money, kind of a lot of things i would like to do, lot of things want to buy and lots of place wanted to go. You see, definitely not enough money for me to use. Too much wants instead of needs. Hahaha... Perhaps this IS human nature. Never stop from greed!

Okay, really need to come out with yearly budget now to plan my expenses. And hopefully i can meet it without spending on unnecessary (which i found it difficult to achieve). Maybe i shall set as my 2012 resolution though... Hahaha...
Bebe perfume bottle that i attract on


Hopefully i will get RICH someday to fulfill all my unlimited wants! God bless me~


Love

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Some of the great memories of TEH

Dear blog,

I'm going to do some short story telling for today. For the pass 9 years, my family are always missing one of the family member especially during some big events, especially Chinese New Year. Can conclude that we do not celebrate it together for the pass 9 years. The reason being is that one of the TEH is in UMS, Sabah and not able to come back for the celebration due to some 'financial' issue. Or I shall say that we just not intend to go back for merely a week or two break that cost up to 500 bucks per trip. As for my mom, she kind of get use to it when my eldest sister make her decision to further study there in year 2003 follow by my second sister in year 2005 and me in year 2008. Hahaha... It is like a transition for us to entering UMS for tertiary education.

Teh's siblings in UMS from 2003 until 2011. 

My eldest sister undertake Biotech in main campus of UMS, second sis doing her international marketing in Labuan Campus, and last but not least me, International Business in main campus. Though we never able to meet each other during the time because of the transition, but somehow know what is going on and some of the stories lie behind UMS from my sister. Can consider prepare for it, and looking forward too. Time flies, and 9 years pass, UMS still remain the same. We TEH's are go there with different look and perception all the time. Take a look on the pictures below, notice the changes of us.



Somehow I notice that our hair length still remain the same.. ^^ Although the person that wearing the robe is different~ Event happen at the very same old place-Canselor Hall of UMS in year 2005, 2008 and 2011, with the very same group of people, in different time frame..

Love

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Hey, I'm...

Dear blog,

"Did you know the people that are usually the strongest are usually the most sensitive? Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreat? Did you know the people who takes care of others all the time are usually the ones who need it the most? (They will deny this). Did you know the 3 hardest things to say are I love you, I'm sorry and Help me? Sometimes just because a person looks happy, you have to look past their genuine smile and see how much pain they may be in."

Quoted from someone that I respect.

I found that it is so true! Strongest people tend to be much more sensitive is because they carried a lot of burden and men's faith that put on them. Kindness people tend to get mistreat because they put others before them. Eventually men take the advantage over them. People that take care others most of the time is because there are lack of love in their life. That's why they hope by offering their love, they hope people will notice it and stay by their side. The 3 hardest things to say, I personally think 'Help me' is the most difficult words that can utter from one mouth. People that always look happy, perhaps they tried to compress their true feelings. Behind every smile, there is always a pain and sacrifice.

Sometimes I really wish there are someone who able to see through me. Not to tell me what I'm suppose to do, but just guide me when I'm lost. That's more than enough. Some people out there portrait me as strong characteristic people. That's why they kind of depending a little bit too much on me and trusting my ability that I can do it. Even  though I don't really know how am I suppose to do it. Honestly, when someone think you that way, you will feel hard to disappoint them. It's like crushing their dreams when they put high hope on you.  But because of them, that is why I'm able to hold that long.

There are time I wanted to say 'hey, i'm not okay'. But I'm afraid that I'm reaching out for no one.

There are time I wanted to say 'Help me, I'm not good now'. But I'm afraid that I'm calling for the loneliness.

Perhaps there are too much worries in me. That is why I hope I can have someone that able to define myself more than I. There is no need for them to talk lengthy to me. Just be there and guide me, enlighten  me and walk me from the maze when I need it the most and spell out the word "I'm all Okay now" with the brightest smile on my face =).



Love

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Injection

Dear blog,

Browsing my previous blog, you may found that im acting not myself right? Well, men are emotional sometimes. In order to keep myself happy and shining, I guess keeping myself busy somehow ease the pain. Just a little bit.. Because I learn that no matter how hard i tried to compress the feeling, it wouldn't do or change anything. So i decide to just let it be and face it when the time has come.

Okay, I shall share something here. I browse the net and I encounter this funny thing. One question. How many of us that scare with injection. Any kind of injection will do. When the small tiny needle pierce into our soft skin. Hmm.. Guess half of us afraid of that huh? Remember that when I was still young, okay, be specific like primary and secondary school time (im still young now). We do get a lot of free injection from the government like BCG and hepatitis B. I still remember back in my form 6 time, the gentlemen in my class would offer us, ladies to proceed first by stating that 'ladies first'. But are they really applying the clause? Or merely they afraid with that tiny needle? Hahaha.. Anyhow, it's is funny to learn that your friends are so afraid with it, with all the facial expression. We that still far behind find it funny! But you won't when you realize that you are NEXT! And that's when OMG come in and you can even imagine what kind of expression you are giving. It is always easy to calm others instead of ourselves.

And here is the pictures I encounter. Boys behind are laughing, but take a closer look on the boy up next. The Laugh no longer on his face though~




Anyway my friends out there. Let's just keep the cherish moment.
Behold what you believe and enjoy as there is NO TOMORROW!


love

Monday, December 5, 2011

the spark

Dear blog,

There are spark between us
but i know it hardly lighten
realizing that distance and time
somehow play the significant role here
after what i been through
im not regretting it
I just feel sad and wasted
im not satisfied
i can feel there are something
but seems like mean nothing
Putting full stop
means that's the end
somewhere deep i don't wish to end it
perhaps i shall pause it for the time being
press the play button to make the feeling grow
or remain pause forever
"us having great time
as a good memories
something to remember
forget the world
just me and you
keep up the good things in our life
cherished the moments are treasure of the heart"

说真的,我很不甘心!


Love

Friday, December 2, 2011

I'm officially grad~

Dear blog,

Yey, I'm officially grad on 28 November 2011~
After completing my 3 years course, it is finally come to the end of the tertiary education. Furthering master? Hmm, not at the moment I shall say.

Take my flight back from KK to KL on 1st Dec 2011, 12.30pm. Stepping into the checking point, somehow I felt my heart is heavy. It is like I'm ending my education life just like that. Of course I do enjoy my life, but the precious moments I have there are just to much for me to bear. Sitting in the plane, bouncing back to KL and listening to my MP3, without realizing, my tears actually fall of. Too many flash back in my mind at the time.Luckily did not scared off the lady beside me. Hahaha.. well, mans are meant to grow from time to time. And now it is the time for me carry some of the burden and family responsibilities.

me and my family~


Lastly, I would like to thanks all the lecturers for guiding us in our courses


Love

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Mix feeling~

Dear blog,

Spending my morning in my office. Since it is weekend, and the workload in office is lesser. Plus it is forth week of the month. Can consider as non-office day though.

I just wanna share some of my feelings here. I feel excited and nervous now! SERIOUSLY! Somehow I feel like something happening. Perhaps because attending my graduation ceremony, and meeting my friends whose I haven't seen them so long. Although flight is like 'frequent' route for me, yet still butterfly in my stomach. Hehehe...

Can't imagine it, I am going to end my 3 years life in Sabah just like that. New chapter of my life have begun, leaving only memories behind. No regret for going there to further my tertiary education. Definitely one of the best decision i have ever made. There sure a great place for nature and adventure. Different environment from the city. Just that still have some part of Sabah i yet to explore. Perhaps another plan to Sabah in future. Yey~

Im SOOOOO EXCITED to going back this time. Have a blessed and wonderful trip this time this year!!!.



Love

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Something to share

Dear blog,

I am suppose to do my work, but i'm too free to do my own task. With the PC and connection, tend to stray myself from my task and somehow got myself to encounter this. Just some simple sharing here.


A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.

Your daughter

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.

 Haha.. Funny right? Sometimes we tend to maximize the small matter and get our self hurt. Chinese proverbs 'One steps down for brighter future'. If we tolerate and not being too particular over small matter, many issues can be solve. The current society, where parents give the indirect pressure to their children by pushing them to better education. Seeing the children nowadays like not having their childhood. Surrounding by all the gadgets instead of guli, bottle caps, galah panjang game. 

 Seems like running out of topic now. Well, just something to help releasing the tensions. Laugh and stay happy yo~ 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Career


Dear blog,

Soon enough, going to become the ‘third-class citizens’-in Chinese. Wait for 1745, wait for TGIF and wait for 7th of the month. Working life I shall say.

Though there was not so much of workload for my current job, everyday walking to my workplace, I saw the police traffic to give their command. Standing in the middle of road, cars and motorist passing by his side. Wow, so brave I shall say. Just imagine that sometimes when we are crossing the road and got stuck in the middle, where cars passing front and back at your side. We do feel insecure. So how about them to stand there most of the morning and perhaps after work? If the drivers are reckless, they may loss their life just like that. Though there are many stories describing the unethical behavior of them. But we are all human beings. We just cant blame all just because of one person like rotten apple in a box. I do believe that everything happen with reason. Sometimes, just sit in their shoes and think. This would make us become much more rational and better person though.  

Friday, November 11, 2011

11.11.11

Dear blog,

Date for today-11 November 2011 (111111)

Saw a lot of post saying that this number or date only happen 1000 years once. Everyone was wishing that to have a remarkable day to remember. I was thinking that what about 12.12.12, next year? Definitely will have the same old reason for celebrating it. Hmm... is it that important to do something memorable that day? Cause in the end, who cares?

Got to know that this date will have a lot of newly wed couple, where they must have registered themselves and attach to each other, vowing to protect their marriage all they can. Honestly saying, I don't think this is necessarily merely on these special date. Is their love depends on the date itself or true love?

Well, simply my opinion on this issue. Sounds like moody huh? Nah, actually just back from dinner with my girlfriend-Grace. Perhaps got annoying when saw too much of post stating that what to do on this special date and blah blah blah... However, do wish everyone HAPPY 111111 and HAPPY EVERYDAY!!! Make your everyday count as no one going to experience it except YOURSELF!!!

CHEERS~


Love

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

一路好走

Dear blog,

Completing this week, it will be my 4th week of working life. Since I start my practical until now, found myself seldom post up anything interesting other than bored working life. Well, as I know that the very first month of entering new environment will always be the adaptation process. So far I found myself suit pretty well there. Except for over relaxing life that I have so far. Which also means that the life will end soon enough before I realize.

Okay, basically my post here is to share a song which I found it very great. It sang by Jaycee-son of Jacky Chan. Tittle 一路好走 which he actually dedicate to his grandpa. As for me here, I would like to dedicate to everyone. Do enjoy the song.. =)


向前走 别回头
留着痛你说想走
小时候你牵着我的手
拍拍我的头说有我已足够
一路好走
我会记得你的所有
很记得曾经拥有
一路好走
想着天空飞去别回头
向前走 别回头
留着痛你说想走
小时候你牵着我的手
拍拍我的头说有我已足够
一路好走
我会不时对你想念
珍惜身边所有
一路好走
我会想念小时候与你手牵手
无言泪流
握紧你的手和你走到最后
一路好走
想着天空飞去别回头
无欲无累 无好无坏
无病无痛 不空不满
无对无错 无少无多
无生无死 不黑不白
爱我别走
这样自私的话我说不出口
心痛泪流
看着你微弱的呼吸到最后
最后请慢走
想说一生曾拥有你我也足够
百年之后
我们约定在天上再聚头
一路好走
替我带给他们一句温暖的问候
百年之后
我们约定在天上再聚头






Love

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Happy Deepavali~

Dear blog,

Just as the title said, Happy Deepavali~

Been visiting to my Uni's mate house for the celebration. As usual, take the opportunity again to unite with some of my course mate. Soon enough, or shall I say another month, we all are officially grads!!! Yey... However, due to the 'super effective and efficient' system, all of us not even know our actual status.Hmm... What's great ISO awards that they have?

Okay, shall back to the Deepavali open house. This time the 'eating session' held in Malar's house. Gathering around, chit chatting really an awesome moment that i treasured. Like what my girlfriend-sharan said, we should make it the habit to regularly meet up to maintain our IB's bonds even though we no longer living in the Uni life. Well, of course we should! So, next outing shall on the progress soon~ Hahaha... Okay, let's proceed to pictures time..

Hilda with her favourite peace sign

Thanks Malar's mom for preparing the delicious foods~

Us again before Hilda leaving for her another open house

Me with Malar's decor

With the host of the day

Finally 
It's me~

Again,


HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!


Love

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Thought of sharing

Dear blog,

As time pass, people in their 80s started to end their student's life and begin to start their new chapter in the 'reality'. The objective and mission for this group of people is simple. Get high pay that equivalent to their degree or diploma or cert holder. Why to get high pay? Just to enjoy their life by travelling around, lead to better life. Have you ever wonder that blind people too would like to travel around the world, wish to sight seeing just like the perfect us? Of course they can travel, but they never ever enjoy the breathtaking view that we can see. Although there are high tech cameras, but they would never enjoy just like us.

This actually remind me that I should always satisfy with things around me now. Instead of keep on demanding for more, perhaps I should have slow down, take a look on people around me. Think about how fortunate am I compare to others. At least now I do not have any burden or people to support. Though eventually there will. But I realize that if I keep on looking back on the past, dreaming things without taking any action of achieving it, I will never made it. Of course there would be a lot of obstacle and challenges that can distract and blocking my way, but without making any efforts means 0% of moving forward. Though it may fail in the end, with the push of 1%, i could have gain 1% more than those who never ever start their 1% of work.


Love

Thursday, October 20, 2011

You're awake =)

Dear blog,

From my past posting, as you all can see that one of my friend admitted to hospital because of accident. All of us was worried as her condition was very serious and in coma state. Thank god that she finally come to her conscious although she barely able to talk right now. Hope for her fast recovery =)

Last night went out with my beloved buddy who just came back from UK. He as well have injuries where he had some fracture bone on his right hand. Not going to mention on how he got his injury, as well me here hope that he recover soon. So that he can play his favourite game-basketball as usual (although now he seldom got the chance to play nowadays, that's the reason he started to growing horizontally).

Anyway, to all the people out there. PLEASE take good care of yourself. Your injuries will only bring worries to others. So, stop getting yourself hurt and be strong to overwhelm your current situation!!!


Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm-Winston Churchill



Love

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Please wake up

Dear blog,

Yesterday receive a shock news that one of my friends got into accident. Currently still in coma status even though have gone through operation. Went to visit her yesterday, when i saw her condition, really make me feel uncertain. Though i'm not very close to her, yet when i saw her laying there, with those tube and machines around her, her beautiful hair got shave of, really heart breaking. Honestly, I don't expect to meet her that way. Please wake up girl, stop lazying around. All of us hoping to see you get back on your feet, laughing and hanging around together. Please come back to us soon, Geok Hong!


Love

Friday, October 14, 2011

Wait for 1745

Dear blog,

Without realizing how time pass since i join the society few month pass for the sake of my practical period, I had started my very first job for almost a week time. While waiting for 1745, keep myself update here since 'nothing to do' as i need to keep the work for my tomorrow. Yeah, working for alternate Saturday. Okay, let's summarize some of my latest situation here.

1) Not stress compare to my practical time
2) No everyday OT compare to my practical time
3) No lunch alone compare to my practical time
4) No coat compare to my practical time

Well, there are much more differences between the current working condition with my practical time. Which I prefer most? hmm, there are pro and cons though. It is just subject to how I precise it in the end and what is my main target. That's it. I guess i shouldn't say so much regarding my work, as this is only my first week. Need at least a month as the adaption period. Then only i may realize 'how' my work is really going to be. Hahaha....

Okay, this is my quick update for now. Back to packing and standby for 1745. Chow~


Love

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Baby Baby Baby oh~

Dear blog,

Last week been watching the X Factor, there's a girl that somehow change my perception to this song. Honestly saying, I don't prefer the original singer and song though. When I listen to her version, it was totally different and so nice! When I you tube it, you know what, most of the comment saying that they prefer this version than the original. Hahaha... Not to being discriminative or what, it is just the original song couldn't catch our attention, indeed leave quite bad impression. Hahaha... Okay, try to listen to her version then.

 
 Baby by Drew Ryniewicz
(She is just 14!)
Love

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Wake me up when September end~

Dear blog,

Ending my practical soon. Or i shall say today? Hahaha.. Yeah, finally it's free and easy time for me.

Fortunate enough, before ending my days in the company, i still given the opportunity to follow the audit trip to Miri. For me to spend almost 5 month there, on average will have 1 outstation every month. Honestly, felt that plane become one of my regular transport now. hahaha...

Okay, this is just a quick update for the day. Will update more soon enough...


Love

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Dear blog,

Seriously,
I HATE THIS FEELING NOW!!!

Why can I become so emotional especially to people close to me? I know you care about me. But why am I can be so rude and loud to you? I know I should misbehave myself to you. I should learn to control my emotions and thoughts so that i wont hurting you. However, I always fail myself to lose the temper. Is it because you know me more than everyone, and I can show my true self? I really hate myself now!

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Weekend~

Dear blog,

Finally the weekend is calling for me. Counting down, still left another 3 weeks to end my practical period. The job hunting engine should was started, yet no reply from any company till now. Quite dissapointed actually, but realizing that the economy not doing so good now. However, company shall continue employ people right in order to boost the economy. Otherwise, men would not have money to spend though.

Okay, planning for the day. Basically not much plan yet, just hoping friends to reply my message to have my outing. Otherwise, just 'rest' in home, enjoying hitman reborn and 'resting'. Honestly saying, i found that my time no longer meant to enjoy. All about work and rest. I'm so missing my University's life where i really can enjoy, play and 'relax' accompany with the tans of assignments and events. That is so much fun as compare to now. Well, this is the path of life where we should carry our burden and responsibility. Let's fighthing together!!!

To those who always missing the old times like me, lets work hard together now to enjoy our life in future. =)



Love

Saturday, September 3, 2011

We called it--> Khairul's day

Dear blog,

Have a wonderful Raya visit to my University's course mate's house with some other course mate. It is so much fun although the weather was freaking hot. As for me, able to gather around and spend time get to know each others was so much meaningful to me! Thanks to Khairul for inviting us to his house, and really treating us so well. This is the IB spirit I guess where the bonds will never break easily among us. Hopefully in future we still can gather and meet up together.

Here i go to the destination

Girls in Khairul's house

 Girls with Khairul

Hilda

 Enjoying the foods

Non-stop eating section

Khairul in the house

Batu Cave

Here we go, in our pretty attire and climb the stairs

Group Pics for the trips~

Lastly, i would like to wish all the muslimin and musliman, and those either celebrating or not celebrating. Selamat Hari Raya, Salam Syawal~



Love

Friday, September 2, 2011

Late wish.. happy merdeka raya~

Dear blog,

having my 1 week holiday for this week. Not busy actually, just lazy to log in here and update. For this wonderful evening, i shall take my opportunity to post something before i resume my practical next week, which means i would have less time online.

This year, having raya and independent day celebration at the same time. Honestly, i don really feel the celebration of independent day though. Guess people were just waiting for the september 16-Malaysia Day. Yey, another holiday awaits upfront.

Have some activities for myself for this week. Went Genting for some break, off to book fair with my high school friend. Upcoming activities was to beraya at Khairul's house tomorrow and visit my baby mom on Sunday. Hmm... Kind of missing my friends deeply now.. Oh gosh, the same old feelings i have when i was in my form 6, where all of us choose their own road and destiny. Just like what is happening now even though we taking the same course in same university. Yet we lead the different path.

Okay, shall stop the emo~ Just to wish everyone, happy Merdeka Raya. Celebrate it even it is not our religion festive.. =)


Monday, August 29, 2011

Dear blog,

Yesterday night, i finally met my some  of my form 6's buddies after so long. It's been more than a year i have not meet them and seriously, hardly able to gather up all of us. However, the attendance was not bad as almost half of us were presenting themselves there. Meeting them really recall all those memories we have while in the form 6, with our school uniform. Hahaha... Somehow i found that we have not change much as we still have the chemistry there. Able to understand them though.. Okay, here is some of the memories for the day. Hope to meet up for the next gathering~
Our attendance list since 2007

Our bill for the day


Our group pictures~

Time flies, and most of us finishing their degree this year. Each of us going to start another chapter of their life. That's what people call: journey of growing. =)

Love

Thursday, August 25, 2011

People are jealous

Dear blog,

This 2 days, I heard something that not suppose to happen. I was actually doing the testing for the situation, in the end it turns out that gossiping about me. I was quite surprise for what that people say as this people perform well in from of the big people! When the days about to end, finally shows the true colour of them. I was not being bother by them actually, as i know how should i carry myself and characteristic. When people are talking bad about us, it shows that i was a threat to them as i outbid them. It was just that they should not talk regarding that matter as it shows they was not satisfied with the treatment. As the conclusion, they are just jealous about it...

Jealousy make one's ungly


Love

Monday, August 22, 2011

Resume for practical

Dear blog,

Like the title said, i resume for my practical today until September. After that, really hope to get my paid and steady challenging work for me! Well, still a little bit blur with my future now. Wondering which field should i really go for. Anyway, hope for the best and success for my coming coming coming days and nights..


Love

Thursday, August 18, 2011

The place i get my skin Tainted!!! -Singapore-

Dear blog,

Have a sweet escape to Singapore last week with my twinnie-Sooling. Depart to Singapore on Thursday night, reached there around 2230. Meet her boyfriend around 2300 due to the immigration. Spend our days and night until Sunday. To sum up the trip, it is great and awesome as i save a lot. Not paying much for most of things. Haha.. That't the great things when someone willing to spend on us just because i was the friend of the girlfriend. Well, really thanks for most of the treats when i was there. Okay, let's proceed with the story pictures telling.

Day 1

My flight tickets to Singapore. Boarding time in Lcct

Sooling-Her 1st time on board with her Hello Kitty Passport

Me-camhoring

The bags that we owned

Excited her on plane *cant wait to meet her bf actually

The travelling documents

waiting for the immigration

The first view we saw after step out of the Changi Airport
Nice view from our backpack lodge

The supper~

End of Day 1 with delicious supper~


Journey of Day 2

Off me to Universal Studio~


-Me- Inside the cable car

I'm there~ Gonna have FUNS~

Excited!!!

Jurassic Park

Tall huh?

Pics with Mafosa

 Madagascar

 Castle

Go for 4D movie... Super nice and real!!!

Sis and I

dinner at Mel restaurant

In the middle of road

Thanks for the award~ ^^

We are balance

SooLeng and SooLing

Bout to end the second day with Foods~

Sooling's bf aka boss for the foods


Foods tend to delicious when we are sharing with small portions.

End of day 2


Journey of Day 3
Days start with Map in hand

Here we go

SooLing n Angeline from Philipine

Reached- Bottle Tree Park

Angeline, Sooling and Sooleng

Meet her in our backpack lodge-Angline

SooLing

SooLeng

Under the sea tree

Under the tree~

Our trippin~


The Modeling session 





 Mr Bean lunchie~

Head to next destination

Chinese Garden

Spiral stairs, just like our life journey

waiting for the rain to stop

waiting for her man

Me-poser


Chinese Heroes

twin pagoda

Nice view

Love this feeling of this pic

trying to be emo ^^

Us again, by the lake side

she with her rabbits

Me

the love bridge

the Japanese Garden


SooLeng n shopping~

Tired and resting

On the way to Marina Bay


The Helix bridge


End of Day 3


Final Day-Bugis and Merlion

Day start with Kopi Bing in Tiger glass

 Reached-Bugis Junction

I like the decor
Our couple watch ^^
Heading to Merlion

Yey... I'm there~

Tada~

Sooling and Sooleng


Tickets to KL
End of the days in Singapore


Throughout the days, didn't spent much as most of the places i went were FOC. With the free meals, easy link and half payment for the souvenirs and accommodation, I am lucky to spend less that MYR300. This include the flight and accommodation K... Thanks to the half sponsor of my friend's bf, really had a great days there... =)


Love