Happy 2010!!!

So fast it had come to the end of 2009. We are going to welcome 2010 in few hours soon.
This year pass quite fast for me. Probably busy with studies and event. Recall back this year, don't really know what i have done. Just study, study, and study. Sometimes activities, and holiday.


Me and Ming during Kasuga


Me and Hie Gee during photo section


At the peak of UMS


Sushi King


Wako students


BBQ


Ho and Teh


Welcoming


Tanjung Aru


Trip to Kudat


Bee farm


Trip to Mount Kinabalu


Greatest achieve of the year-mount Kinabalu!

Hoping the new year come, more great things will come!
May everything happen as i wish!!!
Happy New Year!!!

Let's add and drop!

Just got the latest news regarding my course this semester. Now confirm got 7 course we should take and 2 courses are clash, 2 course do not have the timetable. wondering how are we suppose to attend the class then? Guess this is the ritual every semester to have problem with the classes. Luckily this was our major which we do not have to fight for the section. Guys,let's add and drop now!
Today wake up so early planning to do my passport.Unfortunately the immigration department having system down. Tomorrow have to go there once again. Hopefully everything will go on smoothly. Luckily today still able to renew my Mykad. Need to wait for a month before i can get the new card but i only will meet it half year later. Wondering the photo will be nice or not. Because i quite satisfy with the Mykad now although it was renew when i was in form 4.
So fast left a week in KL and will be back to study real soon. at first felt this holiday was super duper boring and now just not wish to back. Although was a ored holiday, but just enjoy being at home. Hopefully a brand new year, a brand new hope for me. Hopng eveything will be fine and well.

Outing...

Today just went movie with my sis. Avatar, 1.30pm at Capsquare. This movie took 2 and half hour. My comment is not so bad, pretty good. Quite worth to watch it.
This morning wake up really early, around 8am waiting for Ming to do the registration together. Just making me headache because not knowing what exact curse should i go for? Well, finally the registration settle and went movie. After the movie, spent some time on Starbucks with my hot caramel chocolate (if i'm not mistaken the name) while waiting for the rain to stop. I think the rain stop around 5pm. Then we headed our way to KLCC and shop there for a while. End up buying 2 pairs of shoes with gold color. One for me and another is my sis. different sizes and i definitely will bring it to Sabah with me. So basically should consider 1 pair. Hahaha...
After KLCC, next stop suppose to go back home but we go to my sis friend's house to take somethings and go Jusco to meet my mom there. After some little shopping in the market, back to Desa to buy dinner. Last but not least, reach home by 8 o'clock. Another tiring out day for me. of course switching the television and movie again! Secret! Not really like this movie actually. 10 o'clock, my favorite movie TITANIC!
I remeber i first watch this movie is in Jusco when i was primary school with my sisters. My mother don't even know we went there because my sis ask us to keep it as secret. Of course now mom already know as i told her few years ago. That time, even i was small, not knowing so much of the English word but still manage to understand the whole story. Just feel touching with the story line... Plus the famous theme song, My heart will go on. Can memorize the lyrics until now.

By Celine Dion
My Heart Will Go On...
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Merry christmas

Now just pass 0000 and i am sitting here again blogging. Actually my main purpose sitting here facing my laptop is to register my course again. Yes, AGAIN! Sometimes really frust with the highly develop technology and innovation. Yes it does bring convenience to us, yet still causing difficulties at the same times. Although we have do the pre-registrations for our course, and now we still have to register again. The main problem here is-i don't really know what course should i register! Almost all the course had shuffle and now even more confusing to us. Wondering what courses should be taken this semester? Hopefully later all will going smoothly...

Today, no, should be yesterday, went Genting with my mom and sisters. It has been a while i did not go out with my family since i am at Sabah. Going Genting to celebrate the Christmas. Just to enjoy the atmosphere there. Hahaha... Basically just went there and spend the spare time. Having our lunch there which is included in our package. Of course this time went CASINO. Recall back it is funny as my mom and i was lost in it. Too crowded and many entrance there. Well, the security do check my identity card. Guess my appearance look younger than i do. Hahaha.... Really lot of people, and smelly too. Still manage to see how they play, just confusing a little. Just another experience when we grow older. Hahaha...

Guess that's it for now. Hope not too late.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

OWING

OMG!!!
Facing problem again with the UMS. Just now i was trying to log on with the smp to check my result. Something pop up and said 'keputusan peperiksaan anda disekat'. I mean what? What is this? Then another statement stating, 'Anda masih berhutang, sila hubungi Bendahari untuk keterangan lanjut'. The when i check on the account, i owe UMS RM865 on 23 December 2009. What the hack is this? What is the payment i haven't done now? What does i owe UMS? The smp stuff driving me crazy once again!!!

Simple soo leng...

I got a question from my friend. Asking me why am I blogging here? Well, my answer for the question is simple, I just like to express and share more of my stories here. Then continue asking me why not just call them and share the stories? Isn’t it livelier? And my answer for this time is that if I call each of them, it is time and cost consuming. By the way, probably not everyone will have the chance of receiving my calls. Another problem is, who shall I call first?
I guess it would be easier and less expensive way for me to post everything here (thought I might not really post everything). Maybe if I call up someone and share my stories, it wills lesser the gap between us. But as the true friend, I guess they don’t mind if I don’t call. The bond ship will always there.
I remember that I use to jot down everything on a piece of paper. It cannot consider as a diaries as I just write down the unhappy things. At that period of time, I used to write out everything that upset me. Emotional. I write out all the negative thoughts that appear in my mind. People may ask why am I write it instead of share it with friends? First, I would not like to see people around me to upset with my problems as well. Second, at those upset period, it is actually difficult time for me to voice out everything. It is easier for me to express myself in writing (thought my writing skills is not so good). It is just me. Besides that, if I was in the unhappy mood, I know all the words that I voice out will definitely hurt a lots of people especially those who dear me. That’s why I prefer to buried all the problems in a piece of paper.
Now in this blog, I had change to share my happiest moment together (even though sometimes quite negative here). I prefer to have the joyful moment to be remembered. Some may feels that blogging is to share your emotions and thought together. However for me, I think blogging is to let others know how well am I doing now? It doesn’t matter whether I am happy or not? As long as I still live healthy here.
Just now I read back those paper I written few years ago. Feel funny on it. Just hard to believe that I would have those thinking that days. Probably I grown up a bit now and more rational. Reading those notes I written just remind me of those days I go through. I believe everything will be better now.

some of the flash back on me...


the 2007 me..


the 2008 me


the 2008 me


the 2009 me..


last but not least, the latest me...

sharing my enjoyable moment here....

Long time no see!!!

Today went out with my old friend. Really long time no see. I guess it has been 2 years. He just came back from Singapore this morning for holiday. It had been few years we did not meet each other. I am so glad to meet him back this semester break because every time whenever I am in Kl, he just could not get his leave. Today really the tiring gathering as we had chatted almost the whole day.
Suppose we meet up at 1300 but he was late, meet 1400. An hour late! Well, due to some unavoidable reason. Then we proceed to KLCC to have our ‘lunch’. At the same time, many topic pops up and we were sitting there for quite long. Then we move to next destination, Times Square to have some shopping since I am planning to buy something if lucky. End up buying shoes and shirt. Around 1900, we continue to fetch my twin-soo ling to have some tea. After get her, we move to little tree and been there for another 2 hours I guess. More and more topics coming. Flash back all the memory from our first met till now. Fortunately we still here, sitting together and share the stories together. Actually I am appreciate the moment like this because I don’t think everyone can do like this. Nowadays, it is quite difficult for us to find someone that really can talk to, someone who really can share everything, and someone who really remember us. Now, having a small gathering might be easy, but for everyone to attend is difficult. Neither he nor she will appear. Wondering next time when we meet, how will it be?
Anyway, deep in my heart, I am very treasure this kind of friendship! Hopefully the next time we meet, another story will be heard. By the way, thanks for the early Christmas present, my friend!!!


shoe that i bought


shirt i bought from soo ling's sis shop


Beauty and solvil titus


Perfume



Thanks for the gift!!! You should know who you are since i did not mention your name? Hahaha... Appreciate the gift and this friendship so much!!!

sing k-gathering

Yesterday went out with my friends. We were off to Plaza Low Yat to sing-k. We suppose to meet up before 1pm infront of red-box but end up everyone is late. So we start the 1.30 section and suppose to finish on 4.30. However we just sing extra extra time until 8++. Wow, can consider is like around 7 hours we in the room.
Since it have been quite long we did not meet Veve fan, she getting prettier. Well, study public relationship is just different from us. Have to always stay pretty right. It have been a while did not hang out like this. I guess the previous time was during the redang time with the same people. Hopefully will have another trip again...


soo young, me, yi wen and sia wei


ban zhang and treasurer


pretty sia wei and me


me with the mic...


with christmas tree


pretty of the day... ^.^

An enjoyable and memorable day as all of us change to the world of leng lui... hahaha...

Best friend

It is mid-night now and it was very seldom for me to stay up late. guess this is the once in the blue moon. Now the clock is pointing 0138 and i was here to updating myself. It has been a week i did not log on here. Just feel like nothing to update.
I just back from bak kut teh with my old friend-soo ling and her sister. Actually was going to her home and have some girl's talk, suddenly her sister calling and ask to join for supper. Since the conversation haven't finish, end up joining them off to kepong. Plan to have steamboat but the stall close already, so have the bak kut teh. It had been quite long for me to taste the bak kut teh. Totally different from the one in KK.
Short reunion with soo ling remind me of a lot of things. I remember that we used to chat for really long hour time until my mom have to call me home. All the crap we used to 'discuss' leave memories to us now. Without realize the time pass, soo ling and soo leng had known each other for 8 years now. Peoples used to tease us by calling our name whenever we are together. Of course both of us not answering them as we know the trick. This end up putting the funny nick name to us.
Now soo ling further her study in TARC in accounting course and i in Sabah with business course. Probably we will meet up again in the same company. Hahaha....
Hopefully our friendship will never ever break!!!

leg pain...

This few days did not really online. I was busy with work and my sis using the line too. Wow, after 3 days of work, finally today can hang out with my old friends. Later 11++ will have to prepare myself, so funny that we still haven't decide where to go. However, guess off to watch movie and eat. Hahaha... That's what is all about when hanging out together just for reunion. Unfortyunately, my leg till now still quite pain. This is it when 3 days standing for long hours and with the new shoes. But quite worth it la as long as got the income for my extra expenses. just wondering when will the salary come...

From the day i back from Sabah till now, nothing much i have to. Just went for movie on Wednesday and Thursday and shopping yesterday. It has been a while i did not went shopping with my sis.
Just quite tire now...

2012

Yesterday went movie with zane in Pavillion. the hottest movie now-2012. That was quite an interesting movie as majority of these kind of shows remind us of our mother nature.
Guess many people are about or have watched this movie, so not have many comment here. Just recomended to watch for those who haven't. In this holiday, few movies are lining up awaits for me now...

SMP

Just cut my hair and now was coloring it. Of course if i was in my mom place, i sure got the spare time to blogging. Haha..
Unfortunately bad things happen to me. I could not register for my any course. Sad things is that i don't really know what course should i be taking next semester. And the Japanese class also full, making me have to take night class again. Guess will have to do the shifting then. Hopefully Ping later will manage to register for me..
Well, guess after this i shall go for a little window whopping after getting my hair done..

departing...

date : 16 November 2009
Time: 1700
Venue: KK Airport

Today finally finish my last paper->Japanese in dkp A1 which quite frightening me for a while. For the first time face this incident. We do not have enough paper for everyone! More than half of us do not get the question paper. Well, i am lucky enough to have it but still couldn't start it unless all of us got all. God bless me, i still manage to finish it by 1600 and was sitting in the airpost to wait for the departure time. Just missing the KL now! Well, shouuld use the time now to update update...
KL... going to see u in 5 hours time...

Updating...

Just finish my statistic paper. Crap, almost all the formula gone especially the SSXX and so on. Guess could only score 20 marks for the whole paper. That is what i confident the most. The stem and leaf, and the mode, mean median. Hopefully still manage to get a 'better' result for this paper...
Finally left 1 paper to go. Then i can back to KL. Just cant wait until next week. So sad that when seeing people around me all finish their last paper on wednesday and i still have to sit for another on next monday. Although it is 'quite' enough time for me do study, but i don't think i have the mood. Proven when i don't really study instead of watching Japanese drama. Guess that is the consequences of not studying.
Well, it is quite some times i did not update myself here. Many things happens. Some changers in myself, even almost have gastric, where i mistakenly took it as food poisoning. Really frightening me because it was the first week of exam, cant really recall which day. I just remember that i haven eat for the morning and straight aways went for exam. Then when i come back and have my lunch, then take a nap. Once i woke up i just feel uneasy and went to the wash room and keep on vomit. That time was really scare because in my mind i was thinking that i haven have anything into my stomach. And not i throw it back which means really no nutrition i get. Just afraid of getting the Anorexia, luckily is not.
Well, i could just update my self till here. Probably the next updating will be in KL. Just cant wait to go back...

Precious voice + final...

Today was Friday, and i just finish the PAP meeting for this semester. Next semester will be a very busy semester for me.
This Monday, i went for my family day trip in Kundasang. Quite a tiring trip for me as i am not feeling quite well when i was there. Losing my precious voice for the trip. However, the overall trip is quite okay even though i did not capture a lots of photo there. But if to let me stay for years there, i think i will live longer as the atmosphere is so good and the scenery is really nice. Next time, will hope to adventure other places.
So sad that my voice is not fully recover yet. It has been 5 days since the first day i went for the family day. Well, cant do anything too because being in University life, once sick is hard to recover. No porridge to eat, all is the food that can worsen the illness.
Well, after this really need to struggle for next week paper. All the best to me!!!

meeting

today having meeting again. Yet the time was so rush now. Everything need to be settle fast. Luckily most of the things is okay for now. Just the money matters. Having insufficient of money.. hmm.. just hope everything will run smooth.

A whole new world

Suppose I use the time for my study. Yet I just do not have the mood to opening either the book, or the power point. Guess I was just lazy to do now and once again wasting my time in anime and drama. What a University life I am adapting now?

Just now I was looking thru the pictures that I have taken during my high school years. Ah, all that just can be the memories now. While staring at those pictures, really miss them now. Quite a lot of memories we have build together. Birthdays, trip to parliament, big walk in Putrajaya, trip to muzium police and last but not least, girls trip to Redang. Really missing the time we all are spending together.


Birthday


Parliament


trip to muzium police


Putrajaya..


girls in taman putrajaya


girls trip to redang


Our injured feet


pic with divers


boundless love



It has been two years since we all started the new life in the chosen University. Each of us started the new journey towards the future. Things left behinds just memories that will never come back. Meeting new friends, having new groups and creating their new thoughts on the real world was the path that every one of us doing now. Once in a while sitting and gather together, sharing our new journey with each others. The things is that the new journey we started was involving different groups of people.

During our primary school time, we meet the very first friends and all our innocent though brings us a lot of funny incident. However, the friendship does not really last till now. Then entering the secondary school, getting to know new bunch of peoples which have widen the ranges of friends.

This time we started to encounter with ‘love love’ situation where the ‘coupling’ boom up everywhere. First love happening in this stage, and I was one of the victim too. What a naïve mind I was having that time. For those who found their true love that time, God bless them. And for those who were having same fate with me, just bear with the time as our true love are awaiting us somewhere.

As the time keeps on going, we are being more mature and rational with the things going around. Not playing the ‘let’s not friend with her’, ‘don’t touch my table’ games anymore. All of us just using the different ways in expressing their anger. In the secondary school, we always hear the adults say this is the rebellion time for the teenager. However, it is true! Tobacco, blue films, gangsters are happening. The more the adults are controlling us, the more rebels are us. Always thinking why others have hp but we don’t and so on.

Times continue to walk, and we continuing our life neither furthering study or went for working society. Some of us just lucky enough to enroll into University life. But some people still saying that ‘why still study? In the end you still have to work!’ Well, it is true, they saying that. In the end, all of us still contribute our self to the working society. It just the matter you steps in early or late. Is it right I being in University instead of working? Whose know?

Sometimes, just can’t believe that I already 21st. When I was small, always dreamt that grew up faster so that I can go to the restricted place. However, now I granted the qualification and I wished to go back to my schooling times. Nothing to worry but the studies. Now, we have to start worry what kind of job will be getting? Will we be employed? Just never ending worries keep on popping up.

As I keep on writing until here, an uneasy feeling appears at the bottom of my hearts. Feels unsecure with the new life I am going to adapt. Will it happens according to what I want? Or I am just following the big group? What kind of the new world will I be building? Who will together with me in the new journey?



written on 16 October 2009, 2230

Busy, busy, busy

Now is 1215 and i was just finish my practice on Japanese presentation. This time was quite fun although all of us does not very well spoken. Yet, we do come out with some funny idea this time. Hopefully the presentation will go on smooth and well.
However, later still got tutorial to go, then meeting and meeting. This morning went to Anjung to get the check, but until now still haven't come out. Just not efficient enough. Today was really use up my 12 hours time. Sometimes just felts that 'the meeting' is wasting. Although i was part of it, but most of the time i do not need to speak up anything because my job still cant be done without the approval. Then i have to sacrifice my time and energy for that. Feel a little bit burden now. However, everything will be fine soon. Now my target was my final. Have to gather all my spirit and soul to concentrating study. Otherwise...
Hopefully everything will go on smoothly like i hope...

IP

Now i am in IP and going to overnight here. Because tomorrow, early in the morning have to go KK again. To meet dentist. Just making the appointment too early. Guess, everything will worth it soon.
Today i had just finish my individual presentation. Left group presentation to go and have to wait for next week. Then will need to really work hard for my final exam. Not much time left now. Have to use the smart way of study.
Well, now only 9.30 and quite early off to bed. Even though tomorrow have to wake up early, just don't feel like going to sleep. Perhaps just don't want to waste the time and use it with online. Only once in a while i have the chance to online at night especially when i was in my hostel. Guess will surfing the net for quite some moment now..

updating

It has been a week++ i did not update myself here. Throughout this week, many things going around. Yet the final is just 2 more weeks to go. Guess have to start count downing. For the pass week, assignments are completed, japanese oral test, extracted my tooth and claim for the wang pendahuluan. Yet not even toching the book till now. Hopefully my last minutes attitudes will save me.
Today suppose to be very free for me. However, tutorial and induksi at 6pm is just kidnapping my precious time. Though i may not study, but my beauty sleep and movie are just gone. Haiz, now is 1600 and have to wait for another 2 more hours. Just wasting my time again.

assignment->final

Today just finish presentation. Finally can settle other upcoming assignment. However, still receiving new task to complete. Just never ending assignment lining up for me.
Soon enough, this semester will end soon. Which means the final just around the corner. Have to do revision soon. but just not now...

Rainy...

Today was rainy day. Though i got class from 9am. What a waste for a wonderful day for my sleep. Later 2pm got statistic class, and now was around 1.30 and i still in megalab blogging. Just feel lazy for the class.
The line in megalab now was so slow. Until now i still cant login for my facebook. Guess just give up on that page now.
Today heard of news on typhoon + tsunami will hit tonight. Wondering the news was true or not. Perhaps better stay in hostel since cant go anywhere.
Guess have to go for class now. what a wonderful days for good tight sleep...

Unexpexted student

I should have return this blog last week. Because i have no time, so i done it today. Last Thursday during our macro lecture, our lecturer have finished one chapter and most of us thought of going back early. Unfortunately, she come out with another power point, which means we have to continue with other chapter. While we are continuing with the chapter, suddenly heard the girls scream. i thought it was crokcorach or lizard. Well, girls afraid of those tiny animals. Then more people are running away from their seats. Guess what, unexpected 'student'-snake. Thought the snake was big, but just small size snake.
This time, our lecturer immediately dismiss the class. As usual, 'hero' come and catch the snake. Apparently new heroes is appearing in our class. Guess, many people have their hidden talent inside. Haha.. Just some unexpected experience in class to share here..

...

Just back from klinik and now spending my time in megalab. Waiting for 2pm class. Now checking for my flight ticket as well. Hmm... seems like this time will travel with MAS. The prices is not much different as well. So, why not choose the better one? Haha.. Yet, still have to wait for few days before i can really confirm my flight ticket.
Guess still have many things to awaiting... Just cant help myself...

Buddhist camp

During the Raya, me and ming again attending the buddhist camp somewhere in Tuaran. Firstly, i was quite worry because have to eat vege for 4 days as i normally need to consume meats. Yet, i finally made it. Haha.. Big clap for myself.
This 4 days 3 night camp was really a bit tiring + sleepy+ enjoyable. Although i am not a buddhist, but got the chance to learn and know more. Know some of the history and the rules and regulations. The scenery there is really breath taking view. The lace is located somewhere on the hill and can see the lake and really nice. Too bad did not took pictures there. All because they keep our valueable things.
Really a great experience there. Although some of the talk make me really really sleepy and my foot have to suffer, yet overall quite enjoy all the time. Let's talk about the food, quite a lot. Even though some of it i don't eat, but most of them quite delicious.
At there, we do have some singing and dancing going. Of course when come to this part, all of us is full of energy again. When come to the talk, all back to sleepy condition. But not all la.. hehe
This few day have to wake up arounbd 0530 and sleep at 2200. Probably some of you think it was too early to sleep, but at that time is really low battery. Once lay down, within 5 minutes can fall asleep.
Oh ya, they also have the activity call thanks giving. Really making everyone crying. Haha.. But the suprising is they actually put our parents voice. Quite unexpecyted for me. Well, guess after this have to 'jian tao' myself..
There is quite a lot i wish to share here. But hard to write it down. Guess got time will update more.


My tag..


The groups photo

Some others memories will be posted soon...

Majlis buka puasa...

On 20.09.09, me and ming got a job for the majlis buka puasa. This event is from the Hyatt Hotel. Quite tiring that day because it has been 2 or 3 years i did not stand for so long.This is the first time work for hotel. Before this my job is as sales assistant and the office admin. Now another experience in food and beverage fields.


The deco in Kompleks sukan Likas


Me n ming


me n Hyatt


When the leg does not belong to me after 6 hours..

1 down, 3 to go..

Huh, finally settle the MA online discussion. Yet still have 3 more assignment is awaiting. Today UMS officilly holiday and no bus. So pity for us who staying back. Just can wait for the tut bus. Luckily got some activity to do during the holiday, otherwise just finish the drama and anime in my notebook.
Sometimes just don't really like mid-sem holiday. Feels like wasting time and not productive. But not feeling to do any assignment. That's when the lazy disease hapen on me. Guess have to take my time to complete the assignment for now...

my holiday....

Next week already Raya, yet assignment still not yet done. Now sitting in secret recipe, 1B, connecting thru starbuck's line. Just now get another new assignment. So difficult to complete. Looking at the question, wondering how am i suppose to complete it? i am so so so.... tired...
People raya and i have do my assignment... so sad... so tire...

tiring...

Yesterday when i finish my meeting is around 2330. Then no transport back to hostel, so end up walk bank and reached my room around 0010. Luckily got 2 guys accompany me. So long did not have this kind of experience, recall back that i was used to walk was during the orientation week where the senior would like to trouble us. That time was with a bunch of people, and yesterday just few. The feeling just not the same.
Yesterday really a tiring day. From the beginning of majlis buka puasa till the PAP meeting. Total of 12 hours staying outside of my hostel. The majlis so far is okay la, but not many students attending. Left many foods and as usual, ta pao... That's the cultue in SPE la..


The bubur lambuk


The food mihun+kuih+sirap


Finally, me n tiong-vivi

buka puasa event

Now in my school and blogging. Today, my course and some other course are having the majlis buka puasa together. I was being ask to help from my club president, but i was a little bit late for that. When i reach here, seems like not much people are coming and help. IB 2nd year representative that come for help just 2. Me n tiong. Pity us. However, my presence here seems like nothing much help as i do not know to 'cook'. I just manage to know the meals are bubur lambuk. Since i am not productive in cooking, i decide to help by doing the 'guy' stuff such as carrying the table and so on. This i am definitely can help since it does not need the ladies natural work-cooking. Haha..
well, while i was witness them in cutting the onions, garlic and chicken feel embarrasses to myself for knowing nothing about them. So i decide to stay away from that and do other task. And now, i was blogging despite helping. Just feel my pressence does not help them. So, why not i take the chance to relax myself for tonight will have to stay till 10pm. Headache day...


the cooking process