Dear blog,

Seriously,

I HATE THIS FEELING NOW!!!

Why can I become so emotional especially to people close to me? I know you care about me. But why am I can be so rude and loud to you? I know I should misbehave myself to you. I should learn to control my emotions and thoughts so that i wont hurting you. However, I always fail myself to lose the temper. Is it because you know me more than everyone, and I can show my true self? I really hate myself now!