Mix feeling~

Dear blog,

Spending my morning in my office. Since it is weekend, and the workload in office is lesser. Plus it is forth week of the month. Can consider as non-office day though.

I just wanna share some of my feelings here. I feel excited and nervous now! SERIOUSLY! Somehow I feel like something happening. Perhaps because attending my graduation ceremony, and meeting my friends whose I haven't seen them so long. Although flight is like 'frequent' route for me, yet still butterfly in my stomach. Hehehe...

Can't imagine it, I am going to end my 3 years life in Sabah just like that. New chapter of my life have begun, leaving only memories behind. No regret for going there to further my tertiary education. Definitely one of the best decision i have ever made. There sure a great place for nature and adventure. Different environment from the city. Just that still have some part of Sabah i yet to explore. Perhaps another plan to Sabah in future. Yey~

Im SOOOOO EXCITED to going back this time. Have a blessed and wonderful trip this time this year!!!.



Love

Something to share

Dear blog,

I am suppose to do my work, but i'm too free to do my own task. With the PC and connection, tend to stray myself from my task and somehow got myself to encounter this. Just some simple sharing here.

A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.

Your daughter

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.

 Haha.. Funny right? Sometimes we tend to maximize the small matter and get our self hurt. Chinese proverbs 'One steps down for brighter future'. If we tolerate and not being too particular over small matter, many issues can be solve. The current society, where parents give the indirect pressure to their children by pushing them to better education. Seeing the children nowadays like not having their childhood. Surrounding by all the gadgets instead of guli, bottle caps, galah panjang game. 

 Seems like running out of topic now. Well, just something to help releasing the tensions. Laugh and stay happy yo~ 

Career

Dear blog,

Soon enough, going to become the ‘third-class citizens’-in Chinese. Wait for 1745, wait for TGIF and wait for 7^th of the month. Working life I shall say.

Though there was not so much of workload for my current job, everyday walking to my workplace, I saw the police traffic to give their command. Standing in the middle of road, cars and motorist passing by his side. Wow, so brave I shall say. Just imagine that sometimes when we are crossing the road and got stuck in the middle, where cars passing front and back at your side. We do feel insecure. So how about them to stand there most of the morning and perhaps after work? If the drivers are reckless, they may loss their life just like that. Though there are many stories describing the unethical behavior of them. But we are all human beings. We just cant blame all just because of one person like rotten apple in a box. I do believe that everything happen with reason. Sometimes, just sit in their shoes and think. This would make us become much more rational and better person though.  

11.11.11

Dear blog,

Date for today-11 November 2011 (111111)

Saw a lot of post saying that this number or date only happen 1000 years once. Everyone was wishing that to have a remarkable day to remember. I was thinking that what about 12.12.12, next year? Definitely will have the same old reason for celebrating it. Hmm... is it that important to do something memorable that day? Cause in the end, who cares?

Got to know that this date will have a lot of newly wed couple, where they must have registered themselves and attach to each other, vowing to protect their marriage all they can. Honestly saying, I don't think this is necessarily merely on these special date. Is their love depends on the date itself or true love?

Well, simply my opinion on this issue. Sounds like moody huh? Nah, actually just back from dinner with my girlfriend-Grace. Perhaps got annoying when saw too much of post stating that what to do on this special date and blah blah blah... However, do wish everyone HAPPY 111111 and HAPPY EVERYDAY!!! Make your everyday count as no one going to experience it except YOURSELF!!!

CHEERS~

Love

一路好走

Dear blog,

Completing this week, it will be my 4th week of working life. Since I start my practical until now, found myself seldom post up anything interesting other than bored working life. Well, as I know that the very first month of entering new environment will always be the adaptation process. So far I found myself suit pretty well there. Except for over relaxing life that I have so far. Which also means that the life will end soon enough before I realize.

Okay, basically my post here is to share a song which I found it very great. It sang by Jaycee-son of Jacky Chan. Tittle 一路好走 which he actually dedicate to his grandpa. As for me here, I would like to dedicate to everyone. Do enjoy the song.. =)

向前走 别回头

留着痛你说想走

小时候你牵着我的手

拍拍我的头说有我已足够

一路好走

我会记得你的所有

很记得曾经拥有

一路好走

想着天空飞去别回头

向前走 别回头

留着痛你说想走

小时候你牵着我的手

拍拍我的头说有我已足够

一路好走

我会不时对你想念

珍惜身边所有

一路好走

我会想念小时候与你手牵手

无言泪流

握紧你的手和你走到最后

一路好走

想着天空飞去别回头

无欲无累 无好无坏

无病无痛 不空不满

无对无错 无少无多

无生无死 不黑不白

爱我别走

这样自私的话我说不出口

心痛泪流

看着你微弱的呼吸到最后

最后请慢走

想说一生曾拥有你我也足够

百年之后

我们约定在天上再聚头

一路好走

替我带给他们一句温暖的问候

百年之后

我们约定在天上再聚头

Love