Friday, December 30, 2011

Last TGIF 2011

Dear blog,

Welcoming the world with a big smile~ Good Morning World! Time flies and now is coming to the end of 2011. Last working Friday for all the workaholic. Last Friday holiday for those who had their school reopen next year aka next week. As for me, of course is last working days in 2011. Been working for nearly half year now, but officially joining the career world approximately 3 months. At first, so much of complaining, and now, still complaining. Hahaha...really need to find back my excitement to make me motivated. So, need a great planning for my 2012, which i think most likely filled with playing and fooling around again. Hahaha... But still need to do some savings first in order for me to travel around.

Anyhow, as the last working day of 2011, let's pray for great day a head. Enjoy the works ya~

Monday, December 26, 2011

Simple Christmas with Families

Dear blog,

For this year Christmas, have some simple celebration, or i shall say simple dinner with them. On the Eve of Christmas, we went for Korean dinner at KLCC, which cost around 200 Myr. On my sis's account. Hahaha~ I guess on the New Year dinner would be mine. Sigh... It is kind of different because all of the daughter of Teh's are now joining the career world. Which mean we all need to pay for our own expenses. No more on F&M account. Time just flies and been 23 years now. Okay, here's some simple sharing for Christmas.

Me, ready for the eve's dinner

me and my mom

My sister


another shoot of me and my mom


simply the three of us

mom and Christmas tree

Christmas feel

Here's another gathering with families.. Steamboat

The foods... As usual, just help to eat..

another drinking session.. the forth bottles

kiddo of the day-Yoyo..

Baby of the day-Angie~

Plain and fun gathering with them...


Saturday, December 24, 2011

Merry Christmas

Dear blog,

Today is Christmas Eve, and early in the morning butt myself in office. What's my plan for today? Hmm... Not really have any plan. Perhaps take a good rest at home with family. (I'm always have enough rest).

Previous post was on Winter Solstice Festival, and as for today about Christmas. I believe most people out there know the reason of Christmas, which is the annual commemoration of Jesus birth. Christmas is a truly magical season, bringing families and friends together to share the much loved customs and traditions which have been around for centuries. Most people are on holiday in the UK and stay at home with their family on Christmas day. In most of the celebration, I found that the main idea was to gather with families in any occasional.

Merry Christmas~~

Here is one of the Christmas quote that i found quite meaningful "The best of all gifts around any Christmas tree: the presence of a happy family all wrapped up in each other."

Anyhow, let's celebrate any festival no matter what religion you are. The greatest things is with whom you celebrate with, rather than what occasion it is. Like the song by Mariah Carey "  Make my wish come true, all i want for Christmas is you~"


Thursday, December 22, 2011

Dong Zhi Festival - Winter Solstice Festival

Dear blog,

According to Chinese calender, 22nd December of every year was mark as Dong Zhi Festival, where the Chinese will make and eat the Tang Yuan (glutinous rice) as the symbolic of reunion. It also means the day that everyone getting 1 year older as they consume the tang yuan according to their age (it actually hard to practice though). Here is some of the information I found in the internet and i would like to share it here, anyhow read it based on your own risk.

Dong Zhi is celebrated on the longest night of the year, when sunshine is weakest and daylight is the shortest. It usually occurs 6 weeks before the Chinese New Year and normally falls between the 21st and the 23rd of December. The concept of the festival traces back to the Yin and Yang philosophy of balance and harmony. After this celebration, it is said that there will be days with longer daylight hours, also an indication of the increase of positive flow of energy.

Hmm.. not going to dive so deep in yin and yang here. I'm not expert in it. Anyhow, just enjoy the celebration. But i do believe that it is not necessary to gather around on only this particular day,  but we do need to appreciate the days we spent we family and try to allocate some time with them. Simple lunch or dinner with family can draw our relationship closer.

Happy Dong Zhi Festival~

*here come dong zhi festival, there it goes dong zhi festival
here come Christmas celebration, there it goes Christmas
here come New Year, there it goes New Year
here come Chinese New Year, there it goes Chinese New Year

It is such a happening celebration in December 2011 and January 2012

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Blue mood begin

Dear blog,

It's evening of Sunday, and the moody emotion started to comes. Hmm... Guess working life equals to no life. This is what the reality was! Thinking of joining some fitness activities to fill up my spare times. Or shall say to do some exercise  for me to sweat. It's been long long time for me to really perform some sports. Growing horizontally nowadays. Bad sign... Hmm...

Thought of tomorrow is Monday, and working for the coming Saturday really make me feel a little demotivated. Everyday was hoping for the time to pass fast enough, and get my paid. Hahaha... Yeah, money minded. Need a lot of $$$ to make me feel secure as the plannings are coming. Finger cross....


Thursday, December 15, 2011

Floods in the city

Dear blog,

As far as most KL people notice and informed, flood happen everywhere. For the past 2 days, heavy rain hits city of Malaysia, causing certain areas hit with flood and jamming. Fortunate enough as I use the LRT, not driving. Or else I'll be stuck with the floods and middle of nowhere. Let's not be happy so soon, cause if the flood serious enough, i may trap in the center of KL as well. No way for me to back home... hmm...

The weather shouldn't be like this! Monsoon season passed, and now should e welcoming the Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year. By right should be windy instead of water pouring down. Kind of spoiling the mood of celebration as we started to heard flood victims. Which the biggest incident hit Bangkok last month. Though preparation has done within our nation, but there are so many unpredictable cases can happen. Of course prevention steps are useful, but sometimes we take the action a little bit too late. Things happen without giving any notice, Here it comes, and there it goes. Not living trace for us.

Hmm...Anyhow, just pray for everything to be okay. =)

Monday, December 12, 2011

where's the money go?

Dear blog,

As we grow older, we tend to demand more. At first, we would like to fulfill our basic needs. In which the accommodation, basic meals and security. Okay, need not to guess. I am referring to myself.

While still studying, even with the minimum amount of cash, I able to survive. (i'm not getting any ptptn, just limited sponsors from my sister). But now, when I started to work, the money really not enough. Wondering where and what I spent for too... Sometimes will have the indirect perceptions indicating that 'I want to reward myself for my hard works'. I think I got this bad habit where I like to do some collection. Pass few days, I come across to one of the shop, and i found out this very lovely perfume shape. I prefer the shape more that the bottle itself. Then, with my free time, i browse on the net regarding the perfume collection. Instantly, i wish i could have this kind of collection.

Back in those time, i don't even bother looking at it because i know i'm not in position to do the collection. But now, when I thought of my own money, kind of a lot of things i would like to do, lot of things want to buy and lots of place wanted to go. You see, definitely not enough money for me to use. Too much wants instead of needs. Hahaha... Perhaps this IS human nature. Never stop from greed!

Okay, really need to come out with yearly budget now to plan my expenses. And hopefully i can meet it without spending on unnecessary (which i found it difficult to achieve). Maybe i shall set as my 2012 resolution though... Hahaha...
Bebe perfume bottle that i attract on

Hopefully i will get RICH someday to fulfill all my unlimited wants! God bless me~


Saturday, December 10, 2011

Some of the great memories of TEH

Dear blog,

I'm going to do some short story telling for today. For the pass 9 years, my family are always missing one of the family member especially during some big events, especially Chinese New Year. Can conclude that we do not celebrate it together for the pass 9 years. The reason being is that one of the TEH is in UMS, Sabah and not able to come back for the celebration due to some 'financial' issue. Or I shall say that we just not intend to go back for merely a week or two break that cost up to 500 bucks per trip. As for my mom, she kind of get use to it when my eldest sister make her decision to further study there in year 2003 follow by my second sister in year 2005 and me in year 2008. Hahaha... It is like a transition for us to entering UMS for tertiary education.

Teh's siblings in UMS from 2003 until 2011. 

My eldest sister undertake Biotech in main campus of UMS, second sis doing her international marketing in Labuan Campus, and last but not least me, International Business in main campus. Though we never able to meet each other during the time because of the transition, but somehow know what is going on and some of the stories lie behind UMS from my sister. Can consider prepare for it, and looking forward too. Time flies, and 9 years pass, UMS still remain the same. We TEH's are go there with different look and perception all the time. Take a look on the pictures below, notice the changes of us.

Somehow I notice that our hair length still remain the same.. ^^ Although the person that wearing the robe is different~ Event happen at the very same old place-Canselor Hall of UMS in year 2005, 2008 and 2011, with the very same group of people, in different time frame..


Thursday, December 8, 2011

Hey, I'm...

Dear blog,

"Did you know the people that are usually the strongest are usually the most sensitive? Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreat? Did you know the people who takes care of others all the time are usually the ones who need it the most? (They will deny this). Did you know the 3 hardest things to say are I love you, I'm sorry and Help me? Sometimes just because a person looks happy, you have to look past their genuine smile and see how much pain they may be in."

Quoted from someone that I respect.

I found that it is so true! Strongest people tend to be much more sensitive is because they carried a lot of burden and men's faith that put on them. Kindness people tend to get mistreat because they put others before them. Eventually men take the advantage over them. People that take care others most of the time is because there are lack of love in their life. That's why they hope by offering their love, they hope people will notice it and stay by their side. The 3 hardest things to say, I personally think 'Help me' is the most difficult words that can utter from one mouth. People that always look happy, perhaps they tried to compress their true feelings. Behind every smile, there is always a pain and sacrifice.

Sometimes I really wish there are someone who able to see through me. Not to tell me what I'm suppose to do, but just guide me when I'm lost. That's more than enough. Some people out there portrait me as strong characteristic people. That's why they kind of depending a little bit too much on me and trusting my ability that I can do it. Even  though I don't really know how am I suppose to do it. Honestly, when someone think you that way, you will feel hard to disappoint them. It's like crushing their dreams when they put high hope on you.  But because of them, that is why I'm able to hold that long.

There are time I wanted to say 'hey, i'm not okay'. But I'm afraid that I'm reaching out for no one.

There are time I wanted to say 'Help me, I'm not good now'. But I'm afraid that I'm calling for the loneliness.

Perhaps there are too much worries in me. That is why I hope I can have someone that able to define myself more than I. There is no need for them to talk lengthy to me. Just be there and guide me, enlighten  me and walk me from the maze when I need it the most and spell out the word "I'm all Okay now" with the brightest smile on my face =).


Wednesday, December 7, 2011


Dear blog,

Browsing my previous blog, you may found that im acting not myself right? Well, men are emotional sometimes. In order to keep myself happy and shining, I guess keeping myself busy somehow ease the pain. Just a little bit.. Because I learn that no matter how hard i tried to compress the feeling, it wouldn't do or change anything. So i decide to just let it be and face it when the time has come.

Okay, I shall share something here. I browse the net and I encounter this funny thing. One question. How many of us that scare with injection. Any kind of injection will do. When the small tiny needle pierce into our soft skin. Hmm.. Guess half of us afraid of that huh? Remember that when I was still young, okay, be specific like primary and secondary school time (im still young now). We do get a lot of free injection from the government like BCG and hepatitis B. I still remember back in my form 6 time, the gentlemen in my class would offer us, ladies to proceed first by stating that 'ladies first'. But are they really applying the clause? Or merely they afraid with that tiny needle? Hahaha.. Anyhow, it's is funny to learn that your friends are so afraid with it, with all the facial expression. We that still far behind find it funny! But you won't when you realize that you are NEXT! And that's when OMG come in and you can even imagine what kind of expression you are giving. It is always easy to calm others instead of ourselves.

And here is the pictures I encounter. Boys behind are laughing, but take a closer look on the boy up next. The Laugh no longer on his face though~

Anyway my friends out there. Let's just keep the cherish moment.
Behold what you believe and enjoy as there is NO TOMORROW!


Monday, December 5, 2011

the spark

Dear blog,

There are spark between us
but i know it hardly lighten
realizing that distance and time
somehow play the significant role here
after what i been through
im not regretting it
I just feel sad and wasted
im not satisfied
i can feel there are something
but seems like mean nothing
Putting full stop
means that's the end
somewhere deep i don't wish to end it
perhaps i shall pause it for the time being
press the play button to make the feeling grow
or remain pause forever
"us having great time
as a good memories
something to remember
forget the world
just me and you
keep up the good things in our life
cherished the moments are treasure of the heart"



Friday, December 2, 2011

I'm officially grad~

Dear blog,

Yey, I'm officially grad on 28 November 2011~
After completing my 3 years course, it is finally come to the end of the tertiary education. Furthering master? Hmm, not at the moment I shall say.

Take my flight back from KK to KL on 1st Dec 2011, 12.30pm. Stepping into the checking point, somehow I felt my heart is heavy. It is like I'm ending my education life just like that. Of course I do enjoy my life, but the precious moments I have there are just to much for me to bear. Sitting in the plane, bouncing back to KL and listening to my MP3, without realizing, my tears actually fall of. Too many flash back in my mind at the time.Luckily did not scared off the lady beside me. Hahaha.. well, mans are meant to grow from time to time. And now it is the time for me carry some of the burden and family responsibilities.

me and my family~

Lastly, I would like to thanks all the lecturers for guiding us in our courses