Just now I was looking thru the pictures that I have taken during my high school years. Ah, all that just can be the memories now. While staring at those pictures, really miss them now. Quite a lot of memories we have build together. Birthdays, trip to parliament, big walk in Putrajaya, trip to muzium police and last but not least, girls trip to Redang. Really missing the time we all are spending together.
Birthday
Parliament
trip to muzium police
Putrajaya..
girls in taman putrajaya
girls trip to redang
Our injured feet
pic with divers
boundless love
It has been two years since we all started the new life in the chosen University. Each of us started the new journey towards the future. Things left behinds just memories that will never come back. Meeting new friends, having new groups and creating their new thoughts on the real world was the path that every one of us doing now. Once in a while sitting and gather together, sharing our new journey with each others. The things is that the new journey we started was involving different groups of people.
During our primary school time, we meet the very first friends and all our innocent though brings us a lot of funny incident. However, the friendship does not really last till now. Then entering the secondary school, getting to know new bunch of peoples which have widen the ranges of friends.
This time we started to encounter with ‘love love’ situation where the ‘coupling’ boom up everywhere. First love happening in this stage, and I was one of the victim too. What a naïve mind I was having that time. For those who found their true love that time, God bless them. And for those who were having same fate with me, just bear with the time as our true love are awaiting us somewhere.
As the time keeps on going, we are being more mature and rational with the things going around. Not playing the ‘let’s not friend with her’, ‘don’t touch my table’ games anymore. All of us just using the different ways in expressing their anger. In the secondary school, we always hear the adults say this is the rebellion time for the teenager. However, it is true! Tobacco, blue films, gangsters are happening. The more the adults are controlling us, the more rebels are us. Always thinking why others have hp but we don’t and so on.
Times continue to walk, and we continuing our life neither furthering study or went for working society. Some of us just lucky enough to enroll into University life. But some people still saying that ‘why still study? In the end you still have to work!’ Well, it is true, they saying that. In the end, all of us still contribute our self to the working society. It just the matter you steps in early or late. Is it right I being in University instead of working? Whose know?
Sometimes, just can’t believe that I already 21st. When I was small, always dreamt that grew up faster so that I can go to the restricted place. However, now I granted the qualification and I wished to go back to my schooling times. Nothing to worry but the studies. Now, we have to start worry what kind of job will be getting? Will we be employed? Just never ending worries keep on popping up.
As I keep on writing until here, an uneasy feeling appears at the bottom of my hearts. Feels unsecure with the new life I am going to adapt. Will it happens according to what I want? Or I am just following the big group? What kind of the new world will I be building? Who will together with me in the new journey?
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written on 16 October 2009, 2230
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