Monday, September 20, 2010

最好的我

Recently listen to some new songs. One of it is 最好的我from房祖名. I found the lyrics quite nice and smooth. Here is the lyric.

我不在乎什么天长地久
我只在乎你想不想要拥有
一颗真心和温暖的手
在身後 陪你微笑 或泪流
我不在乎你下次回来待多久
我只在乎这心动前所未有

我不会走 Coz I Love You So
想给你最好的我 就算只是朋友

还想和你做朋友
想念 your big brown eyes
可爱的 lips I wanna kiss
I miss 想一直牵着你的手
但我还年轻 心不定 又能 怎么办
Boy 有什么话开不了口
No worries 我只是用脑想过头
拥有了又想自由 自由后又想拥有
等待着 空逛着 有话别保留
他们说刮风的时候
你总选择要一个人颤抖
Guess You'll Never Know
Coz I'll Never Show
为了谁你不自由

信不过别人把你追走
也信不过自己暂时把你拥有
你低头喝着酒 别只顾喝着酒
做朋友 是保护你 最坏也是最好的藉口
我明白要你爱是荒谬的要求
我明白有些默契我必须要遵守
只是你眼眸 走漏了一种
BABY BABY 想爱不能爱的哀愁
Hey 好久不见 总记得你钟意听
不如不见 记得以前和你分享我的担心
烦恼还有我的骄傲
但现在我们之间却变得越来越有礼貌
When we broke up
你的朋友一定拍手说好
现在你身边的他们大概都不喜欢我
但是我还是我 我还一样地活
The reason why 我决定离开
There is Only One Reason
Why Coz I know you deserve better and more
没了我大家信不过的那个星座
你一定要好好生活 别想太多
为什么我写了这首歌 只想用心对你说
I love you and I still do I love you now
But It is just in a different way if I may
Hey Be sure I  know you used to love me more (appreciate)
But now as a friend
我知道当我离开世界的那一天
你一定会 流泪 在我的照片 前面
and I do the same
now coz I watch you man
coz you have always be like my family to me
这不是秘密
但是你身边仍没有 几多人知
流过的泪 说过的话 仍在我心中
虽然已经失去你
以后如果在街上碰到你和你心爱的那个谁
不后退 我会微笑 带礼貌 地欣然面对
I wish you luck wish you health wish you love with the smile of the heart
I wish you luck wish you health wish you love with the smile and his hug

Honestly, I found this lyric is meaningful and after few times I listen to it, I felt my eyes become watery. Without knowing why, my mind suddenly thought of that person. After all this while, quite surprise that I am still thinking of that person. Probably that person is having a really good life, just like the lyrics saying, The reason why 我决定离开There is Only One Reason, Why Coz I know you deserve better and more. Sometimes I was thinking that am I too strong and independent? I admit that sometimes I do really wish I have someone to lean on. A person that an shares, accept and tolerate the “me”. There is time I give up the opportunity, and I know it might not the right moves. But that’s my decision. Listening to the songs, I suddenly have many flashbacks on the moments of past, consist of sweet and bitter. Moments we hang out together, moments with our friends, moments during supper and so on. Just so much memories have shares, but it is now just memories. The more I thought of it, the more I miss the moments. I feel tire with being alone suddenly. Although I know that that person is living happily now, though we have no chance, I do wish you well. Though we might not mean to be together, I am still happy to able to meet you in my life. Although the ending of the story is not what we expected the first, but I do wish you have the better person that suit you. You taught me how to love, how to believe and how to tolerate with each other. Anyway, thanks for being a part of my life.

It is quite difficult to express my emotion here. Probably you guys find it hard to catch what I am trying to say here. Even I not really know what I want to say.




Written on 18 September 2010, 2140

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