Saturday, March 19, 2011

I miss

Dear blog,

Right now, I miss a lot of things

I miss my first year life
I miss my second year life
I miss my super long hair
I miss those Wako students
I miss the time I went Tips of Borneo
I miss the mount climbing moments
I miss the activities I involve with
I miss the dance I learned
I miss the busy moment
I miss assignments
I miss the mid-term
I miss the final exam
I miss the moment with my friends
I miss my lovely family…

the pressie from my buddies

First time went Gaya street

First time movie

First event that i attend

Kudat trip

 our sexy backs

IB activities

Wako students

With my friends

Wandering in people's house

20 cent icepop

UMS tour

Lovely meals

UMS peak

First time celebrate our tanglung festive

Sampat me n friends

Buddhist camp buddies

the IB dinner

outing with my roomies

the posing

coursemate-vivi

coursemate-grace

Housemate-ming

My canoeing moment

me with roses

tanjung aru time


I just happen to miss a lot of things. Counting down for my final semester life, it left less than 2 months now. Oh gosh, too much happenings here and it’s about time to draw conclusion here. Can I stop the time for a moment? Okay, I know the answer very well. It is just the process of the life; need to learn to take more responsibility now.

I remember when I was a kid, I always dream to become adults fast so that I can go into casino, night club, dating, earn money and so on. But now, I wish that I can stay in schooling life. I must admit that complains about homework and teachers or lecturer are unavoidable, but the memories here were so much fun and treasure. When we step into the ‘real’ world which awaits me soon, I feel quite nervous and uncertain out of nowhere. Probably uncertain about the futures that I’m going to have. This remind me of someone who ever told me that the things I’m looking for is there, it is just me do not know what it is and I shall grab it rather than wait. But now I still wondering what am it. Such a failure is I!


Can I pretend the airplanes in the night sky are like the shooting stars? Even the real shooting stars can’t grant my wishes!

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