the end of practical

Dear blog,

Most of my friends come to know that I'm extending my practical period until end of September. My feeling now, mixed. Neither happy nor sad.
Okay, let's share some of my 12 weeks life. Been traveling around for business trip. Places i wend were Medan, Sabah and Sarawak. Yeah, flying around. At first am exciting for overseas, but the workloads will never as easy as i thought. Need to pay for what i gain. Do learn a lot from this 12 weeks.

The morning view i see when i walk to my office

My workplace. A adjoining with Hotel Maya

My breakie or lunch once in a while

tons of paper works

Morning view from Medan. My first business trip

the kuih durian i try in Medan

the place i stay for Sarawak business trip.

some of the stuff

My tickets to Sabah

Flying around..

 

 time for small gathering for us~

Ok, till the next blog.. 

Off to Singapore tonight~

Love

Let love lead the way

Dear blog,

I suppose to rush for the due date of my report tomorrow. Somehow i wonder why am I not feel any pressures and stress. Was kind of relax even still have long way to go. Is this the outcome from the interns life that i get? I think Yes. Really able to handle myself in high pressure now. Ha..

Well, been listening to this songs-Let love lead the way. Found some inspiration sentence from it. Just have some sharing here.

What makes this world go round

Will the answer let her down 

She is so sweet and young

And her life has just begun
What does her future hold that's the story left unknown
Will she make it through her days  let our love lead the way
Part of me laughs (ooooh)
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why (wants to question why)
What good is their joy
And why is there pain (ooh)
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love... love lead the way
Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain  she wants to break the chain
She'll keep pressing everyday and she'll find her own sweet way
Part of me laughs (..me laughs)
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (wants to question why)
What good is their joy
And why is there pain (ooh)
One day you're here (you're here)
Next you're are go (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will go on)
Just keep the faith (keep your faith)
And let love lead the way (I know, I know, I know, ooh whoa..)
You can be all that and still can be who you are
You gotta know for sure that it isn't make believe
You may feel weak but you are strong

Don't you give up if...
If you keep holding on, you'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah
Part of me laughs
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (question...)
What good is their joy
And why is there pain (ooh)
One day you're here (you're here)
Next you're are go (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will)
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way (lead the way)

Everthing will work out fine

If you let love... love lead the way

Love lead the way......

The sentence i highlighted in pink was really capture my attention. When listen to the songs, the emo will fill. Anyway, do enjoy the songs and let it motivate our journey.

Till the next blog.

Love

I miss u..

Dear blog,

Been away from University's life for about 3 months. Which mean i have almost complete my practical soon. Just some decision that i made, make me feel regret so much. How i wish i never say yes at the first place. Well, time never turn back. Through the time of practical, i seriously missing you. Every moment we spend together, make me miss the univesity's life more and deep. I know i shouldn't be looking backward. But the memories we spent will never repeat again. The reason being were that we growing up, way of thinking is changing, and the perspective might vary as well. Things come and go. People come and go too. Sooner we will meet people from all folks of life. They may be our life saver, or enemy. Honestly saying, even though i just in my practical, i sense that my thinking had change. Is it because the reality world that force me to adapt the environment changes? Maybe.

How i wish i can tell everyone that I MISS YOU!!! Even though just a small role in my life, but your presence make me treasure you.

When my world started to become black and white

Please use your presence to add some colours in my life

Just like adding fragrance in the meal

Your small and warm touch, 

can always be the courage for someone that needing it.

Love

Day and night

Dear blog,

While I was on my way back, I help out the blind guy and guide them on their way. I know I need not to assist them because their intuition, hearing and memories are far more better than the normal us. But, I know that with my help, at least they can relax and lean on us. Resting their 5 senses, no, 4 senses for a while.

All of sudden, I remember my friend asking me this question.
Why they need to work until so late?

Well, for them, the blind people i mean, there are no day and night. In their world left no colours and day light. They can't see what we see. The beauty of colours, the tall buildings, the faces, even the small things that we touch everything. All they have just the imagination that we can never have. Why? Because we see the things!

That's the sharing of thoughts I have for today.

Love

The last day that i remember

Dear blog,

I got my hairdo today. Now i'm no longer in straight hair.. Kinda love this hairstyle actually because easy to style.

Well, actually i'm going to share my recall of the meaningful last day when i was in UMS. I remember me and my lovely roommate, who i stay with her for 6 semester-3 years. Share a lots of memories with her.

The first day she enter into B1-03-03-01, with her hand carry luggage.

The first Gaya street and final Gaya street with her.

The first time i went her house.

The time we went tapao together.

The time i influence her to not wearing tudung

The time we crazy about Choi Siwon

The time we laugh together

And so many memories...

But the very meaningful time was the day she send me down the stairs, help me take my luggage, cover me with the umbrella, and seeing me go up the cars. That day, 12 May 2011, 0500 morning. The rain was pouring down so heavy. Just like the tears in our heart, showing the separation between us. That time, i was really controlling my emotions, not to let my tears rolls down, because i know if i do, she will cry more. It just too hard to see her cry.

Last 2 week, where i got the chance back Sabah for some business trip, i met her. Set up the meeting at KFC. Was really touch when i meet her. Missing her laugh, her smile and everything bout her.

 Me n Nina~ Titi's best-course mate

With Titi

My girlfriend of the day~

Love