Friday, November 13, 2009

Updating...

Just finish my statistic paper. Crap, almost all the formula gone especially the SSXX and so on. Guess could only score 20 marks for the whole paper. That is what i confident the most. The stem and leaf, and the mode, mean median. Hopefully still manage to get a 'better' result for this paper...
Finally left 1 paper to go. Then i can back to KL. Just cant wait until next week. So sad that when seeing people around me all finish their last paper on wednesday and i still have to sit for another on next monday. Although it is 'quite' enough time for me do study, but i don't think i have the mood. Proven when i don't really study instead of watching Japanese drama. Guess that is the consequences of not studying.
Well, it is quite some times i did not update myself here. Many things happens. Some changers in myself, even almost have gastric, where i mistakenly took it as food poisoning. Really frightening me because it was the first week of exam, cant really recall which day. I just remember that i haven eat for the morning and straight aways went for exam. Then when i come back and have my lunch, then take a nap. Once i woke up i just feel uneasy and went to the wash room and keep on vomit. That time was really scare because in my mind i was thinking that i haven have anything into my stomach. And not i throw it back which means really no nutrition i get. Just afraid of getting the Anorexia, luckily is not.
Well, i could just update my self till here. Probably the next updating will be in KL. Just cant wait to go back...

Friday, October 30, 2009

Precious voice + final...

Today was Friday, and i just finish the PAP meeting for this semester. Next semester will be a very busy semester for me.
This Monday, i went for my family day trip in Kundasang. Quite a tiring trip for me as i am not feeling quite well when i was there. Losing my precious voice for the trip. However, the overall trip is quite okay even though i did not capture a lots of photo there. But if to let me stay for years there, i think i will live longer as the atmosphere is so good and the scenery is really nice. Next time, will hope to adventure other places.
So sad that my voice is not fully recover yet. It has been 5 days since the first day i went for the family day. Well, cant do anything too because being in University life, once sick is hard to recover. No porridge to eat, all is the food that can worsen the illness.
Well, after this really need to struggle for next week paper. All the best to me!!!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

meeting

today having meeting again. Yet the time was so rush now. Everything need to be settle fast. Luckily most of the things is okay for now. Just the money matters. Having insufficient of money.. hmm.. just hope everything will run smooth.

Friday, October 23, 2009

A whole new world

Suppose I use the time for my study. Yet I just do not have the mood to opening either the book, or the power point. Guess I was just lazy to do now and once again wasting my time in anime and drama. What a University life I am adapting now?

Just now I was looking thru the pictures that I have taken during my high school years. Ah, all that just can be the memories now. While staring at those pictures, really miss them now. Quite a lot of memories we have build together. Birthdays, trip to parliament, big walk in Putrajaya, trip to muzium police and last but not least, girls trip to Redang. Really missing the time we all are spending together.


Birthday


Parliament


trip to muzium police


Putrajaya..


girls in taman putrajaya


girls trip to redang


Our injured feet


pic with divers


boundless love



It has been two years since we all started the new life in the chosen University. Each of us started the new journey towards the future. Things left behinds just memories that will never come back. Meeting new friends, having new groups and creating their new thoughts on the real world was the path that every one of us doing now. Once in a while sitting and gather together, sharing our new journey with each others. The things is that the new journey we started was involving different groups of people.

During our primary school time, we meet the very first friends and all our innocent though brings us a lot of funny incident. However, the friendship does not really last till now. Then entering the secondary school, getting to know new bunch of peoples which have widen the ranges of friends.

This time we started to encounter with ‘love love’ situation where the ‘coupling’ boom up everywhere. First love happening in this stage, and I was one of the victim too. What a naïve mind I was having that time. For those who found their true love that time, God bless them. And for those who were having same fate with me, just bear with the time as our true love are awaiting us somewhere.

As the time keeps on going, we are being more mature and rational with the things going around. Not playing the ‘let’s not friend with her’, ‘don’t touch my table’ games anymore. All of us just using the different ways in expressing their anger. In the secondary school, we always hear the adults say this is the rebellion time for the teenager. However, it is true! Tobacco, blue films, gangsters are happening. The more the adults are controlling us, the more rebels are us. Always thinking why others have hp but we don’t and so on.

Times continue to walk, and we continuing our life neither furthering study or went for working society. Some of us just lucky enough to enroll into University life. But some people still saying that ‘why still study? In the end you still have to work!’ Well, it is true, they saying that. In the end, all of us still contribute our self to the working society. It just the matter you steps in early or late. Is it right I being in University instead of working? Whose know?

Sometimes, just can’t believe that I already 21st. When I was small, always dreamt that grew up faster so that I can go to the restricted place. However, now I granted the qualification and I wished to go back to my schooling times. Nothing to worry but the studies. Now, we have to start worry what kind of job will be getting? Will we be employed? Just never ending worries keep on popping up.

As I keep on writing until here, an uneasy feeling appears at the bottom of my hearts. Feels unsecure with the new life I am going to adapt. Will it happens according to what I want? Or I am just following the big group? What kind of the new world will I be building? Who will together with me in the new journey?



written on 16 October 2009, 2230

Busy, busy, busy

Now is 1215 and i was just finish my practice on Japanese presentation. This time was quite fun although all of us does not very well spoken. Yet, we do come out with some funny idea this time. Hopefully the presentation will go on smooth and well.
However, later still got tutorial to go, then meeting and meeting. This morning went to Anjung to get the check, but until now still haven't come out. Just not efficient enough. Today was really use up my 12 hours time. Sometimes just felts that 'the meeting' is wasting. Although i was part of it, but most of the time i do not need to speak up anything because my job still cant be done without the approval. Then i have to sacrifice my time and energy for that. Feel a little bit burden now. However, everything will be fine soon. Now my target was my final. Have to gather all my spirit and soul to concentrating study. Otherwise...
Hopefully everything will go on smoothly like i hope...